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The history of cam stream websites is pretty interesting. They are all still fairly new to becoming more popular ways of sharing yourself, connecting with others, and making money. Streamate launched in 2003, and became much more popular for example during the lockdown. Their annual profits also started to increase dramatically during this period. The overall population of users, including both models and patrons, is extremely diverse. You can find people from every type of background. There are people who have specific selfish needs and there are people who are curious about others and have more time to invest into exploring people on the platform and themselves.

One thing I find interesting about this website is how simple the software has more or less remained over the years. They have added several new features in the four years I have been streaming there. It can be easier to remember unique individual patrons by utilizing their profile note-taking feature, for example. They also recently added a list feature, and you can search specific profiles via the messenger in order to add each one to any type of list or group you want to create. It took me a total of 30 hours to form a list of every user who has paid more or less at least $100 using the only strategy available for this type of grouping choice. I would pretty much only accept so much money from men who were willing/interested in connecting with me. There is an incredible amount of potential data in this database that could be helpful to remembering individuals better and showing up for them better, solving the problem of individuals getting drowned out by the “mass effect”.

Some of these people truly mean a great deal to me, and they are precious people. I am interested in developing intelligent software that can support a “social credit system”, that gives privileged access and benefits to returning customers who engage me well. Such a buffer system could also serve to better enforce personal principles, punish bad behaviors, and otherwise block out men who attempt to overcome boundaries and exploit my intimate presence. There is great potential I see in interactive virtual environments that facilitate talent and ongoing smart learning dialogues. By building a more robust interface with more layers of processing between cam artists and collectives of men, I believe there is potential in protecting spiritual integrity on both sides, which would also better reward good men who work hard to support women well on such platforms and protect them as well from the influences of the bad men which go so far as to work hard to corrupt these spaces.

Streamate also takes 65% in profits from all the models they host there. I have a lot of more specific ideas toward the logic of mediation and social credit in the niches of my interests, but I generally believe in a better future for this growing phenomenon of intimacy and sex for sale over the internet. A better future for both men and women.

Excerpt: “There will be major shifts happening in our country and the world, not just because of shifts in politics. Politics will continue to shift dramatically, because populations and cultures are shifting dramatically. These shifts are real. Not many people spend their time outside of their own perspective to travel and literally see hundreds of the examples of what’s actually happening outside in the world, beyond what they themselves would find interesting or worthy for a vacation. What’s happening is what’s happening, and so much has already changed. Not even people reporting on people’s perspectives and stories outside of the major media machines are getting it all.”

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I think it will be easy to breathe life. The air is coincidentally perfectly suited to taking in deep breaths and feeling a sense of wonder toward the simple fact of life and then our ability to choose our breathes voluntarily, at will. Sometimes we forget to breathe entirely, and we initiate it again at whim.

I want to build my own world first of all, and then make it rewarding for certain types of men that are a part of my destiny to enjoy a taste of it. The live-stream is for mature audiences only, where it’s normally similar experiences to an enjoyable real date, but with more effort behind the entertainment and my own giving. Similarly, they pay me directly for my time and intimate exploration of me. So I’m an entertainer and interested in increasing the appeal of spending more time on my own website. I’ve done that so far by including a mountain of content, profiles and points with the ability to follow friends’ activity, and a forum you also get points from. Some people have listened for solid chunks of time to many different stories. I started to write stories down and have them available for points. I’ll be sharing some ideas that are interesting beyond sex related, so I hope to make it a comfortable place to spend a little bit of time in both mindsets.

This is an experiment with a deeper vision in mind if I keep progressing. I’ve had to deal with thousands upon thousands of people, and many of them have signed up for large subscription prices, either as a try or for longer periods of time. Building a more robust environment will help to serve the audience better and give them more satisfying follow ups. I’m not exactly sure how it will be building community of men with the focus more on me than one another. They will get more extended, deeper, and more stimulating access to me, and the idea of the organized production experience is to optimize the feeling of being completely alone with me. That’s one of the challenges of making it big with live-streaming alone. You can make $200/hour, but you have to start exclusive shows back to back to back. It requires endurance, interest in different people, and the ability to sort of pretend you didn’t just orgasm from a different man. Or maybe they’re into that. That can be logged in their client profile notes. The potential for customizing virtual relationship experiences is interesting, and I think live-streaming and web-camming is growing in tech, audiences, creativity, and how seriously it’s starting to be considered to be able to hold that down in a general broadcast to the world. The tools for creating niches and various customizations will probably naturally become more sophisticated. This is a particular area of interest of mine, and I’d like to be equipped to dive into my own creativity and hopefully afford to pay for the upgraded software I’ve imagined on my own.

The world

The world is so much bigger than pretty much anyone could possibly wrap their minds around. And it’s definitely got a hell of a lot bigger in the last couple of decades alone. It’s important to keep an open mind and reserve time for simply observing and listening to various environments, in order to gather information that extends beyond your own personal agenda. All environments are foreign now. There’s no escaping it, and it’s important to cultivate the courage and skill to better familiarize oneself with the unfamiliar. Everything has been dramatically changing for some time and will continue to do so. Changes in tech, culture, phenomenological history have resulted in new environments and a bigger, more diverse, and more complex world. A lot of people have a tendency to stick to the familiar. It’s difficult to not be changed by listening to the world. You come to learn that the unfamiliar is not so scary or difficult to process. You come to learn that different versions of yourself exist, and exploring the world more will generally result in a more open mind. Modern cities caused radical shifts in every aspect of our world. A lot of people became more skilled in the art of listening to new environments and tolerating every type of new person. Modern realities have sometimes created survival mechanisms to cope with the adaptation. There are a great many things to notice from living environments, and the masking, isolation, the dampening of our passions and senses of wonder, the states of rest and passivity we often occupy, might all limit the information you can acquire and mindfully adapt to. Some people are so focused on your own productivity or the attention they bring to themselves, they reduce their ability to listen to their environments and reflect on them.

Others

When you listen well to another person, it relaxes them and makes it easier for them to open up. I think this is an interesting phenomenon in and of itself. When you have the patience and interest to offer someone your undivided attention, to understand them and feel what they feel, it creates such an absolutely powerful impact. It’s important to surround yourself with high quality listeners who care about you. Anyone who only half way listens to you might seem survivable, but this life is about thriving, and it’s not worth experiencing yourself as any less than totally fascinating and invigorating. Loneliness is one of the worst conditions a human being can suffer. Our society has become a difficult place for deep listening. Classrooms are fuller, there are bigger crowds, there’s a lot of noise, and there are a lot of people who choose to be poor listeners. Listening well to others also serves to keep your mind open, and an open mind has more room for more life. People who refuse to listen well should be avoided. It’s not healthy and empathy is a finicky human emotion that requires consistent nurturing. Personal agendas continue to diminish experiences of empathy whereas in other cases, levels of empathy have been further increasing. It’s important to listen well to others not only to engage the world on a deeper level, but to pay more careful attention to the agendas of others. When limiting yourself to avoid bad people is not an option, it’s important to develop skills for getting to know new people and listening to them well. Encountering a bad person is not necessarily such a bad thing, especially when you stay listening to your own self well.

Yourself

Listening to yourself well is such a key ability in modern America. You have to be able to know yourself well, take care of yourself, and believe in yourself. There’s often not enough time for pure reflection. Everything is go go go. Even yoga classes have turned highly productive. Sometimes the best things in life come from things that are differently productive, that are romantic and adventurous. The self goes so far beyond harmonizing to practical realities or competing with modern people. We are naturally creative and playful beings, and the ability to be alone with one’s self and build perspective and a sense of imagination is critical for your evolution and courage in this life. Feelings matter far more than we were taught in school. Feeling bored is not a joke. We naturally generate so much energy from the things that deeply enliven us. Parties don’t need to be destructive, they can be creative, liberating, and experimental. American culture often has a work and mind-numbing party culture. There is crippling self-consciousness when it comes to the making of art. When you listen to yourself well and accustom yourself to experimenting with your self-expression and dream life, you can work to transcend the mundane and discover a world made of pure magic. Magic made possible by you being you.

I don’t know where to begin with this overwhelming feeling of gratitude!! Thanks so much to member Jack, for being such a kind and impressive person, and for getting inspired by my poetry and passionate expressions. I had no idea such magic was possible over the internet. When I went all out in diving into the potentials, you showed me how it’s possible to make experiences of magic and believing in myself actually happen, and powerfully. The levels of intimacy were unreal. We extended ourselves across boundaries and distances, and we created space for one another and some beautiful, interesting, and hot shared experiences and thoughts. He helped me to feel far from alone, and I had come to genuinely care about him. We always kept just the right amount of distance and mystery to ourselves, while sharing parts of ourselves radically openly. I have already planned his dedicated garden bed; he gets first dibs on the first one I build.