I combine philosophy, art and sexuality in private, exotic settings. I create a virtual escape or retreat experience. I explore fantasy lands, art, and chemistry behind anonymous alter ego shapes. I go from being very close and intimate to very far away, feeling into different types of nature, music, ideas, and people. I film outdoors in nature and in production spaces and design my own sets. I don’t take any one person that seriously, and yet I give them power as I see fit. Sometimes they go above and beyond to confess to bizarre natures and ideas themselves. I include some people and exclude others. It’s entirely based on emotion, how I accept or deny any type of dialogue inputs. But the inputs I do accept, I build up on, remember, and learn from. The content histories become longer and more complex. It is a drama without drama. An art statement about life, love, and the power of the internet to make ourselves known however we want to. The internet shares movies and tv series, but does something more, it creates a life to them. Worlds of fantasy and relationship, partially scripted by hidden desires and imaginations, are combined and built upon to produce a labyrinth of living art. Dialogues are continuously rendered increasingly relevant, the constancy implicitly assumed by the shared meeting ground. Anonymously you can have freedom, but with freedom comes great responsibility. Some people ask the question, if you could eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? Another way of asking that question is what is your perfect day. Living art is planned, and every day is a perfect day. In beautiful environments, expanding, and getting to know new people and old people better, I will reside in a home there. That’s what any of us are doing, but mine is like nothing, intimate and honest. It’s always private and together with people I should spend time with. Given it’s in the domain of sexuality, it’s a learning and experiencing project. People have proven to be very particular and demanding in the world of sex and relationships. It’s very rewarding, but needs careful listening. I’m not sure why. But it’s easier to listen to people who fully show up for the times we combine.
Music
My music tends to be dreamy and transcendental, funny and celebratory, or firery and determined. Everything is pretty passionate. I’m also into high quality sound.
You can explore some of my music in these playlists.
More playlists
Dance
I mostly dance in the style of ecstatic contemporary ballet. Most of it is interpretive and harmonized to the music. It has a long of energy and/or can get erotic and experimental. I try and make a point about doing anything I want but also improving and trying to learn. I’m always having fun with it. Sometimes it’s on point and sometimes I need to reset or find another song. I will get better at choreography and focusing when I have more ability in the future.
Sexuality
My sexuality is very sensual, passionate, and erotic. I enjoy discovering more comfort and art in my connection with my body and the men I like to relate with.
This is a low key production that is partially distributed on cam websites and fully distributed here on Hypatia Underground World. Most of the time there is interaction with people on live-streamed portions of the production. It’s often something like a choose-your-adventure style of story-telling.
Scenes
Here are the synopses to the scenes and sets that I continue to return to and improve on. Sometimes locations are revisited and sometimes there are new locations to match the same scenes.
Pools of water
Luscious green surround still and rushing water. A woman exposes her nude body to the warming sunlight. She plays in the water to get acquainted with it and its temperature. After swimming to the center of one pool of water, calm next to a small waterfall, she floats and begins to glide her arms across the water. Her body flows and gently dances in the water. The woman closes her eyes and contemplates feeling one with the sun, the green, and the water, and continues to play with sensual movement.
Abandoned buildings
An abandoned building stands in a quiet place, with no people in sight. A stretch of flooring still holds strong. Loud high quality bluetooth speakers are places inside, evidence of a newer slice of history. Natural light trickles into the space from every direction, through the ruined windows. The lighting feels magical, but still, the inside is dim. Read multi-line laser spotlight shines down from up above. Music fills the space, as loud as it gets— BOOM, BOOM. W woman stand in the center of the room under neath the spotlight. She’s deep into a fierce vibe. She dances like a blazing fire.
Writing
A desk and chair stand alone in the middle of an open field. The sun is rising for a warm day. A woman sits at the desk, basking in the scenery, and writing with a pen on a large notepad, focusing deeply on her writing. The scene cuts from up close to at a distance. She later transcribes her writing to typing. She mostly only shares for voyeurs, but sometimes there’s a notice indicating she’s be available for live-stream conversation in a certain amount of minutes.
Woods and river
A woman is shown walking deep in the woods. She’s wearing a mysterious hood with something sexy underneath it, and feeling into the power of the forest. She’s listening to all the sounds. She’s hopping and skipping along logs and rocks. She finds a comfortable spot next to a river she happens upon to lay out a blanket. Her stretches her body, using a tree to help with her balance. She lays on the blanket and stimulates her body with a vibrator, exploring the heightened sensations from being out in nature and far away from unknown people. It’s live-streamed and recorded. The woman becomes available for live exclusive show for the next few hours.
Running to a view
There’s a remote, empty trail deep in nature. Stunning rock formations and lush greenery are abundant. A woman is running up to the trail, enjoying the feeling of freedom and endurance. She’s wearing nothing but sports shorts and a sports bra. She’s also wearing minimalist running shows. At the end of her run. she finds a flat section of rock with a breathtaking view. First a video is shared of the whole run, mass messages to audience members. The live-stream starts when she arrives to the four cameras that are positioned to show the evolving scene. The first two are placed to catch the end of her run, and the second two are placed for different perspectives of her on a large slab of rock with a view. All sweaty, the woman initiates a Gold show performance and starts taking off her sports bra. She then does some yoga and ends up naked and stimulating herself for a few orgasms. Finally, she makes herself available for several exclusive shows. Misty fans are positioned around her for added comfort. The scene is mediated, and she walks back with her crew.
Nighttime fire
It’s nighttime, and the moon and stars are out, A fire is safely made and burning bright. I dance in front of the fire with some exotic sounding music. Bug repelling tiki torches are set all around the fire to ensure maximum comfort and to focus on connecting deeply to my body.
Philosophy picnic
An abundant picnic is made and a large blanket is laid out in some shade next to a peaceful flowing river. I’m wearing a beautiful dress and sip on some wine and eat while I romanticize and philosophize with men who can keep up on the live-stream. The retreat experience is fully mediated so no-one disturbs the feeling of magic and depth.
Ballet conditioning
Each part of my body is carefully focused on as I deep stretch and work out my body with ballet conditioning. There is a feeling calm from self-assuredness as I settle into a steady feeling of progress and finer connection to my body. Sometimes while I engage every part of my body, for example with one leg high on a wall, I start moving and flowing, stimulating myself and showing off the full body perspective. With practice I might be able to achieve a standing orgasm and multitask with the spectator’s preferences.
Rooftop balancing
I have developed a fondness for rooftops. The rooftop scene I imagine that I keep returning to has a nice view and I am dancing or balancing with a bullet vibe.
Underwater
Many viewers can attest to my love for water. I could spend a whole day in it. I love being underwater too. An underwater camera follows me as I swim and flow underwater naked.
These scenes complete my perfect day. I imagine a simple way of being, just enjoying the process. A day I could repeat over and over, in environments I can easily focus and make progress. Where I can experiment with sound, movement, and the ways I bring my audience into my art. My art is both prepped before hand and lived into in the moment. While I try to make progress every day, I also try and listen to people and respond spontaneously.
Mediation
There is a pool of collaborators that help with mediation on every set. There are always three or four people with me, mediating on each stream platform and helping with communication.
The idea is that this is considered totally and completely private. The scenes are physically in a far, distant location, which makes it easier to listen to my own self with an open mind and to listen to the right people on the other side of the dialogue.
In order for mediation to work for the dialogues, the client database must be continuously scanned and added to.
There is a second feed in which only approved inputs get added. Mediation serves to both censor the production feed and archive relevant data. Besides censoring out data that is not behaving right, with the protocols and boundaries that are present in every scene, mediation serves to communicate positive data, pulled from the client’s data found on our side of their profile.
Much of the content remains private also because it’s most often accessed live by long term customers with significant histories, or behind a paywall of significant price.
The precious is honored and protected, and I’m safe to dive into entertainment and ecstasy with men who are fun and take care of me.
Client data relevant to interactions during production and custom content distribution and discounts is noted according to the following characteristics: emotional, supportive, intellectual, physical chemistry, mutual feelings, and relationship progress. The intellectual includes length of time we discussed certain topics and other shared intellectual interests that we had bonded over. If they had made progress to earn my trust, the degree of intimacy is included. This credit system helps me to remember individuals from a large audience that actively participates in the content in real time and to improve my listening of them.
User profiles remain anonymous. No video footage of them is recorded or saved from the cam to cam video feed. Only their written data is saved, communicated in real-time conversations in the running comment area of the feed. Users are free to say whatever they want. Where the connection goes is up to them, the boundaries of the online-only production, and the competition with the other users.
Co actors
Everything is romantic and made with love and creativity. These scenes are set in beautiful locations and the connection with each co actor is built up naturally. Content that involves co actors is made accessible only to silver and gold members, and some of them also require enough profile credit or additional payment. A review system is in place, and members are welcome to rate and comment on any given piece of content. Content is further discussed as well as general creative ideas for particular fantasies on a designated side of the members only forum. The forum is made accessible to all membership tiers. All co actors provide a signed written agreement to ensure all mature content is consensual. Profit residuals are shared for the duration of their distribution on the website, as indicated in the agreement.
Fantasies
You can read more fantasies linked at the bottom of the Bronze membership library page. Members are also welcome to discuss them and their own ideas in the forum.